I have not been on here in a couple of months. Its always relief coming back on here because I don't feel alone. Lately my anxiety and depression has increased due to a couple different things, my financial situation and my relationship with my boyfriend. I just can't seem to get all my ducks in a row. I have alot of trust issues and due to our past I am constantly unsure about what he is doing behind my back. I hate feeling this way. I try to talk to him alot about this but he will turn it around on me saying that I am hiding stuff from him, when obviously I am not. It is just a back and forth argument and we can't seem to get on the same page and actually enjoy our relationship. It makes me feel alone.
In regards to my financial situation, I was fired from my last job. My manager was absolutely horrible and I was seriously stressed everyday and cried at least twice a week. She fired me because "I was not detail oriented". HR was not helpful even though I repeated told them for months what was going on. I even showed proof (emails). Whatever. Long story short, I found a much better job with a great boss but the pay is low. Every check I get goes towards bills and I can't seem to keep up. It is very frustrating.
I am just having one of those days right now. Sitting alone in my room and just crying. I scheduled an appointment to see a counselor but her earliest availability is in two weeks. I thought coming on here might be a good idea..
How is every one else doing?
Hello, my name is Sharon and I have narcolepsy. I am trying to figure out if forgetfullness and difficulty with communication affects other peolpe with narcolepsy. My husband tells me I am terrible with communication.
I woke up this morning and I was so scared of I know not what. Palpitations, stomach churning usual things, except that for the 1st time ever my lip was quivering. I managed to get moving and did some housework, now its the afternoon, although my lip isnt quivering I am nervy to say the least of it. The day is dragging on and on.