Basically my anxiety comes from a few sources. There is still a part of me that thinks I am in Iraq so I have a constant fear of death. I don't trust new people because they could attack me. I can't leave my house without the fear of being attacked and have to always carry a weapon. I take three colonazapine a day just to try and keep this under control. I am pretty much constantly anxious and anything stressful throws me into mini or full blown panic attacks, I can become very violent during my breakdowns. I am tired of living like this.
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