I've started getting this fear of crying at work. I woke up feeling better this morning and then get to work and work myself up with the anxious thoughts. Then I start thinking, "Oh no! I have that feeling like I am fixing to cry!" I don't want to cry at work! (Although I have before) I felt like a real idiot. But I work with patients and can't be crying in front of them. I feel so out of out of control with my emotions. Also, I am taking Ativan and have been for 2 weeks now. I take like .25 mg a day and it helps so much. I'm just afraid of getting addicted to it. How long is it okay to take it?
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