Is anyone else afraid of being left alone by those you trust? I think it stems from my anxiety. I live with my parents still while trying to find a job and finish up college and if they tell me that they are going to be gone for the day I start to panic. Worry fills me that I am going to have a panic attack with nobody around to help me. Its all about needing someone with me 24/7 that I can trust it cant be just anyone. Usually it has to be some form of family and one friend that I have that I trust to get me to a family member.
Its really really complicating my life. I'm afraid to find a job that pays good because what if I have a panic attack and lose it? I don't want to let my parents down anymore than I already have. I have a panic attack every time they leave me alone and now i have depression on top of everything because im constantly stressed.
I have medication (lexapro and prozac) sitting in my room on my nightstand but i'm to scared to try either drug afraid of what will happen.....heck I have xanax but I wont take it because I negotiate tired/sleepiness with panic attacks. I dunno I guess i'm spriraling and just wanted somewhere to vent and maybe see if this has happened to anyone else.
I have WAY too much going on right now. As you all know tomorrow is fathers day. my dad left me when i was little. Recently i found out he might not even be my REAL dad.On june 16th of 2018 (also tomorrow) i had to call the polic on my best friend. he was sending me murder threats. it was a very scary moment in my life and tbh i am STILL having a VERY HARD TIME with it. I havent seen him in a...
My parents have a large 5 bedroom house w lots of stuff in it. Anyone have suggestions on the best way to clean it out so I can sell it? Or there is no easy way? So far I am sorting everything as trash, thrift store, keepsake or junk removal. Every time I go there I do 10 bags of trash and 5 boxes to thrift shop at a time. It’s a lot of work. How do I get rid of dressers, armoirs, huge metal...