im not sure about anyone else ,but for the past 10yrs .ive had the biggest fear of dying .i can be fine next thing you know it will hit me and im like omg im going to die .then ill have a panic attack .ill think everything is wrong with me all the time .if i get a cramp i think no a blood clot .everyone thinks its funny ,but im serious i am not well .as far as i know im in good health i feel fine ,but thats always when it happens .youll be feeling fine next thing you know somethings wrong and you never saw it coming .what do i do ? or does this have anything to do with anxiety ?
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