It seems like everyday Im asking why me? Why do I have to feel so afraid of life and scared of everything?? I know its self pity but then I look around and see people that have "normal"lives happy and laughing, while my face is red, Im shaking, heart racing and sweating like crazy. Not knowing when the next anxiety/panic attacks is going to come..... well thats it..just wanted to let that out.
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