I have been up since 3:00 this morning. I have to work for my part time job the entire weekend and am already looking tired and crazy. I am feeling sick to my stomach which I guess is the anxiety/depression that i feel at this hour whenever I am awake, but otherwise I am okay. Just needed to get it off my chest. I am also experiencing knee and leg pain but will see my primary care for that at some point. There is so much that needs to be sorted out in my life, beginning with the junk that needs to be sorted out around me (literally) but I can't seem to make it come together. I am not going to finish the two online classes and will have to pay my job back----but, what else is new? I only know how to screw up. Thanks for listening and I hope everyo
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