I feel like crap today. I went to church today, and the subject was about the thoughts in your head, and concentrating on God. I try hard to be a spiritual person, but I am having a real hard time with my mind racing. Today I felt as though it was a sin to not be able to control my brain. I am also feeling as though I am being punished somehow. I pray every day that whatever higher power there is out there will eleviate this constant struggle I am having, and I am getting very impatient.
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