Most days I feel like I am just watching the clock, waiting for the day to go by so that I can sleep and not feel anxious. I also am always watching the clock to make sure I take my xanax in time before I start freaking out. I don't like this, there are parts of my life that I enjoy and I want to be purely happy so badly but i constantly watch the clock!!! Got to make it through one more day. Does anyone else feel like this?
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