I get the most horrific anxiety when I hear loud base coming from car stereos. It makes me not want to be outside, or anywhere near street traffic or parking lots. I have difficulty finding places to live where I won't have to be near cars 24/7. 99% of the time the source is rap music which just makes me angrier. I live in LA which is the epitome of a culture that offends me yet I seem to notice the problem every where I go now. I cannot go to my favorite bookstores, cafes, anywhere for that matter. I will be inside a store and the walls are pounding because of someone's car stereo. I go absolutely nuts, my heart pounds and often I will get panick attacks right there in public. I listen to music in my car also but at a reasonable level. Sometimes late in the evening I go to the grocery store with my boyfriend and some teenagers will be sitting in their car in the parking lot playing music so loud you can hear it half a mile away. Alot of times it is offensive and sexist music as well. I feel so angry that I could hurt someone. Does anyone else hate this? I don't know how to cope with it. It seems like an endless type of people feel they need to boost their ego by assuring themselves everyone around them knows how important their car and stereo are. I want to tell them I am appaled and I want to scream at them to shut the f up and nothing I say would help. I sometime I have to work in my office right next to the street and therefore it inhibits me from even working. I need help. I can't continue living like this.
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