What if you can't seem to manage to go back to work because you are so anxious you get sick to your stomach and dread the responsibility? I am on short term disability. I went back to work yesterday, drove myself to terror the night before and got sick in the morning when I got to work only to find out...My doctor needed to sign off on paperwork i wasn't aware of and I was sent home. I had a sigh of relief. But when I got home, I felt even crappier, I don't feel safe anywhere...nor confident. I have had this before, but never this bad. It is taking over my whole life right now.
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