Adventuring out of my house is like entering a war zone. I feel like such a nusiance to my family and friends. Whenever I go out places I feel so anxious and I'm in constant fear. I dont trust people and anytime I'm in a public place I think something bad is going to happen. I've tried medicine and therapy and I find it so annoying that I have to work so hard just to be able to enjoy every day normal things. I feel like I should be locked up. I cant do anything without worrying. I think I'm allergic or going to have an adverse reaction to everything although I realize its very unlikely, but I freak out trying new things from food to make up. I cant take pills without having panick attacks. I've had my zoloft for like a month but cant get myself to take it. I have some ocd issues and I am such a hyperchondriate every little ache or pain has me questioning my health. If anyone even reads this or gets this far in reading my mess I apologize for the length. Any comments would be appreciated. I just needed to rant
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