Without getting graphic, I burn myself. I started with matches, worked my way up to curling irons. I do it because I feel calmer, like it forces me out of my head and I can start to relate to my surroundings again. I’ve been trying to stop, but I miss the feeling. I miss the anticipation, the actual act of burning, the lingering pain for days after. I’ve went back to just matches a time or two a week, but I miss that iron. I constantly think about it, and how easy it would be to go grab it from the shelf and have at it. Not sure I’m really looking for advice or anything, but there you are. Figured since I can't stop thinking about it, I may as well write about it.
Dating i still cant get someone I really cared for out of my head. He didn't feel the same way until I broke things off and said he made a mistake. My feelings are that he didn't really love me and kept me around because I was a security for him..
Hi everyone. Nowadays I am in a very tough situation I dont know what is right or wrong. I have my best friend from last 1 year we are talking continuously. So from a few days now I have a feeling for her I started liking her but I had a very bad relationship in past due to this I am very scared for new relation. I am getting confused is it love or it just attraction.