Hello everyone...well after my horrible day yesterday with spending the day in the ER....I got up and went to work today and although I was physically and mentally exhausted...things didn't go too bad...I made it through the work day with only getting chest pains towards the end of my shift...I felt the stress of the day as time went on but I managed. Tomorrow is my daughter's 5th birthday and I am just hoping to feel well enough to start planning her party which is on Saturday. Anxiety sucks and it can really make you feel like you can't live your life. There are times where I just can't understand why I just can't get up and go to the store whenever I want...why do I have to have these attacks while driving that scare me so bad...why do I have to deal with chest pain that is sometimes bad enough to land me in the ER thinking I am having a heart attack just to hear my heart is fine....I just don't always understand why I have to live this way but today was a little better. I am very tired and drained and yet I have to just keep going so I can get this party planned out. Sometimes I wish I could just stay in bed all day and not get up but that certainly wouldn't help things any....Well I am looking forward to having a great day tomorrow and hopefully pain and anxiety free...I hope you all are having a good day!!
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