So i just started driving again (it's been three years since i have drove) and i really dont go far. I stay within a 5-10 mile radius of my home. I was driving today and came to a stop light that lasted FOREVEr and i freaked out . Lost total control of my body....i started tingling and getting hot from head to toe..and my heart was POUNDING like it never has before ..i was about to lose control and just pull over in traffic and get out of my car but thank the LORD the light finally turned green and i took my left turn and went into a neighborhood and just cried b/c i knew i had to get back on that main road to get home. Not to mention i have my two year old in the back seat. I made it home ..but IT WAS AWFUL and i was doing so well with driving and getting further and further everyday and now this has happened and i dont want to drive ever again. IT's soooo depressing b/c i wanna be able to take my son places ...like the library park etc......and then i think about what am i going to do when he goes to school and i cant take him b/c of my anxiety!!! It's pathatic ....im sick of it!!
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