I've been super paranoid all day. Everything feels like its out to get me and I can't stop shaking which I never used to do. I would shake for a few minutes after a bad panic attack but I am literally shaking like a person fresh in detox. It's mainly my upper half, shoulders, arms, neck, head, hands. It's not that noticeable (I looked in a mirror) and I can still function but I can't stop worrying that it's my new meds. I just started relatively large doses of Geodon and Vistaril (which is supposed to be for anxiety). I'm so scared that it's the meds that I almost didn't take them. I threw them at the wall. Then I got scared about withdraw symptoms and scooped down and picked them all up (the cap was loose). So basically, I'm shaking, worried about everything and nothing, and my muscles hurt.
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