I have agoraphobia and carry a feeling of anxiety and fear around with me every day. I have bad thoughts about things happening to other people or myself and when a thought scares me I can't stop thinking about it. It's like a broken record playing over and over in my head. Sometimes when I'm looking around at my surroundings I see scary things (like a scary face in the branches of a tree or scary things in the dark at night, etc.) My husband says it's cause I'm in a fearful mindset so I am seeing everything around me as threatening or scary. Does anyone experience things like this? I feel like a crazy person!
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