Since August, my anxiety and depression has gotten worse. It also seems that I'm also prone to doing little bad things, like lying about stupid stuff, being deceitful, even spending a lot of money when I know I need to save it for my wedding next year. These may sound like little things, but they are big for me because that's not who I am or who I used to be. Why do I do these things? Why, at the time I do it, I don't think twice about it? It isn't until later that I regret and feel remorse and wonder why I even did it in the 1st place. Is it me, or does anyone else do this too? What do you do to stop?
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