I always have, irrational, racing thoughts of my boyfriend cheating on me because I am over-weight and am scared he is going to leave me for someone who is just better looking than myself. I catch him looking at other girls but that's all he does. He is very honest (sometimes a little too much) I always tell him and everyone else, if anyone was going to cheat it would probably be me because he is just not like that. It has gotten to the point where if he is more than 10 minutes late from getting home from work or where ever he has went I start thinking that he is with someone else, and I do not want him here by himself in fear that he might be having someone over. I need to do something about these thoughts. Deep down I know that he would not do anything like that. We have two kids together and a beautiful home and I know he wouldn't just dispose of those for a "good time". It is to the point where it is ruining ourrelationship. I just don't know how to kick these thoughts and make them stay gone.
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