Has your Anxiety ever hit you so bad that you just have this overwhelming feeling of panic that you just have to break free or get out of there right away? There have even been times in the past when that would happen to me at work and I would just get up and quit and walk right off my job just like that at the spur of the moment! I would start to take shallow breaths, my stomach would get all screwed up. I would feel almost like I was going to pass out. I have Asthma in addition to Anxiety so some times I would go into a full blown attack because of it. Anyway sometimes my Anxiety attacks just seem to come out of the blue and I don't know why they are happening. I have had a lot of trouble fnishing things throughout the course of my life because of it. I have gone through a lot so I have different kinds of Anxiety and trauma related issues. But to get to the point I will skip them for now.I am disabled and not able to work anymore for a variety of reasons. I was wondering if Anxiety has hit any of you so bad that you are not able to make decissions and have to stop what you are doing? Sometimes I can be in the grocery store or on an errand and I will just freeze up. It is like my brain just shuts down I can't think and if I am able to function it is like I'm in slow motion and everyone else is going really fast. Nothing seems to make sense and for some reason it can take me so much longer to do what I have to do. It is almost like I lose all sense of time when that happens. I have even experienced on occassion blacking out spaces of time altogether. I don't think it is like Alzheimers or anything like that because it only seems to be linked to my Anxiety. I have to see a nuerologist and have some special tests done but I don't have any insurance or any way to pay for it right now which is a whole other mess of a long story that I don't want to go into. Well do any of these things happen to you?
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