I found this site by mistake. I'm hoping that just talking to people will help my anxiety and maybe I can help someone in return by sharing our feelings. I want to know what others are feeling. I'm an overthinker! Its sick! I have a wonderful normal boyfreind that I feel that I am slowly pushing away because of my anxiety and overthinking. I feel like I'll never keep a guy with my terrible panic attacks and anxiety. I accuse him of stuff that doesn't even exist. Then I feel guilty and take it out on others that I love. It's a miserable cycle. Haven't slept good for years. Just cant shut my mind off EVER!!! Really no one to talk to about it that understands. In college I was on anti depressants and anxiety meds... but they only turned me into a person I was not. I had developed eating disorders and far worse things. Sometimes talking things out is the best.
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