I went to church last night,I hadn't been for a while so I thought I'd better go.Most of my friends were there and it was nice to see them.However throught the service I had bad anxiety then depression.I had my heart in my mouth the whole time.I prayed against it but it wouldn't lift.I got to the point where I felt frightened of being there. I have noticed for the past five times I have been going to church,even when its been every Sunday Ive been getting this.Just wondering how many other people get this while at church?
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