I hate this, it's almost time for me to leave work and I just feel the anxiety taking over. It's embarrassing I wasn't going to type this but I know I need to talk about it. I don't know what problems are there waiting for me. I have a roommate the to this date haven't stepped up to the plate for her kids and leaves everything for me to deal with, and her kids, well oldest daughter ends up resenting me for it. It's hard b/c the way I was raised we respect our elders, so I feel caught in the middle b/c if I see a problem, do I just walk away but the woman that I am won't let me so I end up saying something to my roommates daughter or one of her other kids(she has 4), and then my heart starts racing, I'm breathing hard like I'm going to have a heart attack or something. She does things to provoke me and I know it. I'm planning on moving out so I want to preserve the things that I have, which is just about everthing in the house and when I see my things mistreated it upsets me. Am I wrong? Or what's wrong with me.
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