For a couple of weeks I have felt in a constant daze and sickness. The daze has not seemed to subside, and I'm wondering if I'll ever feel like I did before this anxiety/depression thing has taken over. The anxiety/depression seems extremely severe like an "episode" or "vicious cycle" that has not been broken. From the instant I wake up, I notice that I still have the headache and daze and I already start worrying about how I can get through the day. I am seeing a psychiatrist who put me on meds to sleep (Mirtazapine) and long-term meds that I haven't experienced results with yet. I am hopeful and extremely driven that I will find help. Anything is better than the long episode of sickness I have been in. There has to be some light at the end of the tunnel, right?
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