Hey- this is to all you fellow agoraphobics. Do you feel like you don't even care about getting out of the house anymore? That's kind of where I am. I do go out with my husband and am generally fine (still anxious, but fine) but when he's at work I just stay home. I haven't even gone to the grocery store alone in awhile because I am scared I will panic. I haven't worked for almost a month now due to this. I love my work and it was almost like it was my identity before. Now I feel like I don't even care about going back. I am safe and generally comfortable (if unhappy) at home. I am kind of numb, kind of depressed, still anxious but it's like I don't care anymore. Does that make sense. I guess I still have hope but it's just weird. I don't like this feeling.
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