I have been experiencing anxiety for most of my life. Many years were great, most were good, and a few, just manageable. What I am finding, as of late, is a worsening sense of dread and doubt. I am currently awaiting an appointment with a therapist, and my GP has prescribed Lorazepan and Trazedone for the interim. I have had significant, life changing experiences in the last year, and I am aware that merely being alive makes me a candidate for mental health issues...but my current state of being is entirely different from anything I have previously dealt with. I'm not walking the ledge, but I am also experiencing my life as if through a lens or someone else's eyes...present only in body. The clearest way I can explain is that I feel as though I am watching a movie cast with my family and friends. Make sense? I appreciate the chance to chat with others that have or are currently dealing with this complex and debilitating issue. Thanks for reading, and I welcome feedback.
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