I feel like I'm going crazy. I'm SO sick I can hardly eat. I have anxiety and I'm just starting out in a new relationship. I haven't dated in about 6 years mostly cause I haven't met anyone. I really like this guy, but he's going thru a divorce right now. That's putting a lot of stress on him so I attempting to be the "strong" one and be there for him. I know that he likes me. He tells me everyday, and just introduced me to his family this weekend. However, that still doesn't seem to be enough. I'm terrified that I'm going to lose him, and I don't know why. With the divorce still not final we're taking it slow which is fine, but when I don't get to see him my mind starts running wild. I over analyze things that were said, and worry myself sick. I'm driving my family and friends nuts calling upset all the time. He's not doing anything to cause this. It's all just in my own head. I'm seeing a psychiatrist and he keeps prescribing me all these different meds to help, but they all seem to make me sick. Nothing works as good as seeing the guy I'm talking to, and having him hold me. But when I leave I feel ill again. I feel like the only solution is to stop seeing him which makes me very sad. :(
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