I just need to vent... im tired of all this... maybe its because im sick but my anxiety is horrible.. i know im sick i know that because i have bronchitis ill have chest discomfort.. i miss the days when i was sick and that all there was too it... i was sick i got better.. i didnt think i was going to die.. i didnt look up all my symptoms .. i was just simply sick.. Now im sick and think im diesing ... my chest hurts and i must be dieing from a pulmanary embolism or a heart attackor someother thing .. even though ive never had clotting issues ... no family history... i dont stay in one place for prolonged periods of time... atleast not long enough to form a blood clot... i feel like i cant reast like i need to because sitting for too long will form a clot and ill die... this is stupid... i try so hard to feel positive.. but that hard when your actully sick... being sick makes it worse and the anxiety makes me sicker.. i dont know what to do ... and the only comforable way for me to sit is leaning on my left arm... well all the leaning makes my joints hurt... so of course... there is something else wrong with me. why is this happening to me..what did i do to deserve this? this isnt fair
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