Ok so now I'm obsessing over another fear and this one is really scary so I really need some input! Well yesterday I was reading the posts on the schizophrenia support group to try n convince myself I wasn't schizo. This worked initially because a lot of their experiences were very very diff from mine. However, just like always with my anxiety, when I conquer 1 fear another appears. I noticed that a lot of the posts talked of seeing "demons" and voices telling them to do bad things. I began to think what if they were just posessed. Then I started thinking what if I became posessed and every1 thought I was crazy or what if I lost my mind and believed I was possesed. Then I thought of how I've always belived that when I thing good thoughts its God or my good consious talking to me and when I think bad thoughts its the devil or my bad concious tryin to convince me to do bad. This has never scared me b4 since I do believe in God, however now I'm worried that I'm not supposed 2 believe that god n devil can "speak" to u and I'm not normal. Am I crazy?
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