I've always been a shy person but it seems the last few years my shyness has increased. Not only am I "shy" but I think I have some type of anxiety problem. When talking to someone other then my close family or boyfriend (who I'm really only REALLY comfortable with) I have much trouble keeping eye contact and feel very uncomfortable. I believe about every second of the day when I'm around people other then my close family or bf I feel like they are judging me and I worry about what they are thinking about me. Thinking about what people think about me is what messing with my head the most! My family and bf always tell me to NOT worry or care what people think about me but I feel they don't or can't even understand that I wish I could just do that but it is not that easy for me because I can't help what is going on in my head! I feel like I'm a crazy person and wish I could just be normal! It feels like this anxiety I have is running my life! I've never been to a doctor for this because it never use to be this bad...I don't know what will help and think I may just have to live with feeling crazy and thinking people think I'm weird because of how quiet I am and have trouble socializing. :(
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