I feel like such an idiot even writing this... I have access to doctors and therapists, but why can't I get better... I have tried a million medications and therapy, but my symptoms are still there. I go to the doctor with physical symptoms all the time and they just blow me off and I am sick of it... :( I can't stand feeling like this. I am afraid I am going to die all of the time. It doesn't matter where I am. It's horrible. It's gotten better in the past few years but I am not happy. I am scared. I am only 24 years old... I am sick of being dizzy, heart flutters feeling like I can't breathe, feeling like I am going to faint.. I just want to live I can't even breathe right now, my mind is going 100304394 miles an hour. I am very scared. For meds they have me on Lithium, and Klonopin, but that is going to change because they just ordered wellbutrin and xanax... I dont know if I can do it anymore sometimes...
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