I am in CA today on what is supposed to be a vaction while my boyfriend is back in MA. When he called me this morning he sounded distant and unresponsive as usual. In the beginning of our relationship (which is 5months now) we talked for hours on the phone. He was always so pleasant, and at first when our conversations started getting shorter I figured it was normal. But in the last month or so he seems to be pulling away from me. He used to say sweet things and I love you's all the time. I never ever hear them anymore. Even when I hint around and practically ask him to say I love you he doesn't. This morning when we spoke I asked what was up and why were things weird between us. He started going on about how we're from different worlds, which is true. I grew up in CA, in a highly dysfunctional single parent household while he grew up one of four kids in your typical New England catholic family. He's into jeeps and engines and cars, fixing things, projects, camping, the outdoors, fishing, etc. While I am much more girly. Still I am terrified that things will end between us. Aside from him, his friends and family, I hardly know anyone in New England. And I love him. I am trying to be less contolling and take part in more self care but how do I calm myself down in regards to this situation. Are my issues going to cause us to break up? Should I break things off now before he does? Ahhhhhhhhhh. Anxiety is all I feel. Please help.
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