I have to go back and see my OB/Gyn for personal health reasons. Thinking of talking to him about my anxiety. At times I feel life in general is overwelming. I'm a naturally stressed person, impatient, want everything done yesterday, and If feel as though I'm easily irritated. I find it hard to deal with simple things. I get frustrated easily at work just dealing w/ my job, school became an emotional train wreck with tests esp. dealing with math as for I have to deal with ADD as well. My mom thinks I need to speak to my doctor about my anxiety as well. I have been trying to deal with it on my own for awhile and I can't take it anymore. I can't sleep at times and get stressed from that. I was raped 4 yrs. ago and I'm still trying to cope with that as well. I keep repressing it and trying not to think about it. My mom spoke to a cop and the cop gave her the name of someone from which she gave to me to press charges. That's to overwhelming for me to do deal with. I find it hard to think postive about things I try to see the good, but it just seems to get lost in the hopelessness of it all. I want to accomplish a new house, a child, and finish school, but it seems as though it's out of reach. I hate dealing w/ finances b/c that's just too much it seems as though there's always more bills then money. I feel as though I have to accomplish something in order to feel good about my life. Right now it just seems as though life it's self is overwhelming. I feel as though I'm down and can't go much farther. I feel as though I'm going crazy. I don't think I'm crazy, but scared to discuss this w/ my husband or anyone else for I don't want them to think I'm crazy. Am I normal? Does anyone else feel this way? Or am I losing it all together? Any Suggestions. I'm not to keen on medication for things like this, but I feel like by taking that I don't have control over my life. So there has to be another way.
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