If I ever thought I had to watch strangers so they wouldn't use me, I was being stupid! Who knew that your brother, who you tried to help, would use you as a meal ticket? It is starting to really piss me off! I mean, what little money i bring in the household is spent on the bills, yet when he gets drunk, he's breathing down my neck, telling me I don't do anything "around here", meaning the house. Paying the bills is doing something, a lot more than he's doing. He can lay up on the livingroom couch, watch cable TV, turn on lights when he wants to, blab on the phone with people, run the air conditioners 24/7, and if I weren't paying those bills, he couldn't do all that! He used to work, but when he got paid, I can count on one had how many bills he paid...2! The rest of that money went on drinks for himself, not to mention buying some guy and his wife new shoes and what have you! The only work he does now is odd jobs to make enough to buy alcohol for himself so he can get drunk and point out my faults. And what really pisses me off is we can never keep food! He doesn't really want me to cook; he knows if I did, I'd only fix what was necessary! He cooks like he feeding the whole town because he gives it to his dogs, cats, and any other stary that come in the yard, and that's many! I am so damn fed up with this it makes me want to stop doing anything at all, bill-wise!
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