Before i had kids all i ever wanted was to be a mother. Now that I find myself devorced and a single mother I can't seem to keep it together. I am angry and even the sight of my children is a reminder of all my failures. I love my kids with all my heart i just can't stop hating my life. I don't want to be angry with them because they keep me from really being able to start over and fix my mistakes. They are here and i can't change that I just wish I could give them the one thing I always dreamed of having (a father).
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