School has been really hard with trying to get along with people, this year. And a lot of stuff has happend with my close friends and I never see them really any more. My mom and I have been fighting like crazy, lately. I've been doing really really well in school, and I feel like she is taking everything away from me. And it feels like everyone is beating me up phiscally or with what they say, and I can't take it anymore. Last night all I wanted was to die, and I couldn't kill myself I didn't have the guts, my family came in my room to mess with me, and my mom was yelling, the next thing I know I was yelling and screaming, I was breaking things, kicking hitting, pushing everyone in my path, dumping and throwing anything I could on the floor and I was crying and screaming the whole time. My sister just got up in my face, and my mom called my counselor, the thing is after all of that I still don't feel much better.
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