So I get in the car after a good day playing with my son and helping the wife. We go out to a doctor's appointment for my son (2yrs 4mo)and all is well up to the point where we get ready to turn off the highway. Then this idiot cuts me off and has the balls to honk at me as if it is my fault. Now I'm pissed and I start to accelerate and get right on his ass and just hope and pray that he will be stupid enough to hit the brakes and let me ram into him. Then I can get out and beat the shit out of him, but no he just goes about his buisness. My wife calms me down a bit and we make it to the Dr. office and all goes well. We decide to go out and grab a bite to eat and sure enough there are more and more morons and lazy good for nothing wastes of human life floating around. My anger builds and builds and I just want to scream and beat the crap out of all the pathetic self centered, self rightous egotistical hollier then thou bafoons that walk this earth. Now I'm getting livid and when we get to the resturant I'm no longer hungry and the night is ruined. We need milk so off to the store where I have to watch fat lazy pieces of shit push there shopping cart behind cars instead of walking the 12 feet to the cart corral and it just fucking makes me enraged with a desire to drive my car right into them. Rude people, lazy people, obnoxious people they are all around me and I can't stand it anymore. I hate having to hide in my house because I'm afraid that if I don't I will hurt people and I end up taking it out on my wife and son for no reason but that I can't seem to make it stop.
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