i came on this as a check for me , i am not one who shows or displays anger , yet in a situation that i feel pressure, then i begin to unfold. this scares me, and it hurts to feel a pressure and look around and see that i am the only one who seems to be taking this on. FEAR, is also a worst enemy of mine, its a inner feeling that grows and grows then manifests itself into the very things that are not me. so i am here to chat about ,check myself,daily maintenence on solutions, share and listen. For i am no expert on solutions but i do care to learn
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