last year i was so angrey.i would throw thing beat up anything.i got kicked of the school grounds and worst of all i would beat up my mom.i hurt alot of people who cared.and i lost alot of friend who i try to get back but they just laugh and tell me im a bitch.i hurts so much to think that i had all those friends and because of my anger i have none.i tried to take anger management but then the school kicked me out.there are days my parents wont even speek to me.this year i threw a glass candle holder at my dad and it slit his head open.is there anything that i can do.im tired of feeling all this anger and hurting my mom and step dad.ive become the person i said i never be.i do the same thing that my step dad does.this house has become war.i still hurt the people i love.how do i deal with this.i mean i beat up mom a hurt my dad i lost my good friends and now im paying for it.please help me
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