I feel so pissed right now @ my hubby, last night we argue b/c he cant take a joke...i end up mad, frustrated, & triggered ...so i leave the house. I come back he's still being an ass but this time he's giving me the silent treatment (which eats me up inside) so i say fuck it and go to bed. I wake up this morning and the bastard is in my phone looking @ text messages and pix..investigating my shit like i was out cheating or something just b/c i left! Ugh but i let it ride.... I kept quiet. Well he says this morning that he isnt gonna work b/c his leg still hurts & needs to see a dr...I was supposed to take him...but NO he asks one of his friends to accompany him WTF?!? I'm his WIFE im supposed to be there with him. Again i let it ride, b/c im tired of arguing & i was hopin for a better day, but no he calls me a few mins ago and says that he doesnt know what time he'll be home b/c its full of ppl. Does he think i was born yesterday??? The dr. offices around here close around 5 maybe 6pm...and i tell him that...and i also tell him that he'd better not walk in here 10, 11pm or i WILL throw a bitch fit and he hangs up on me. OK im very upset now...but i'm trying to keep it together for my children. He thinks i'm stupid and he also thinks that he's going to run the streets with his friend...then lie to me...thats why he didnt want me to go in the 1st place...this is not good... i have sooo much time until he gets back here to plot about what im gonna say/do to him and its not pretty...and thats what scares me.
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