Hi everyone. I'm new to this support group and because of what happened today, I felt I should seek help, starting here. I was heading to a fun scrapbooking sale and I'm on the freeway and all of a sudden this truck is coming up so fast behind me and then squeezed in between me and another vehicle in the other lane, missing me by inches. Instead of scaring the crap out of me, it enraged me to the point of stepping on it and cutting him off by squeezing in between him and someone else. I felt glad because "I won", but I also was mad at myself because I just put my life and the lives of two other vehicles in danger all because of my stupidity. I don't know what made me do it. It was like I wasn't myself. Im not normally a rage filled person, it seems to only be there when I'm out driving. I'm at the point now where I don't even want to go anywhere because I know it will upset me. Has anyone else felt this way?
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