my fiance and i went to a party and i got so drunk whick brings my jealousy out and i got the hump and made a complete show of myself and him and in fact there was nothing to be jealous over. i am so ashamed and instead of admitting i was wrong the next morning to stop me appearing weak i re-started the argument i ended up trying to make him listen to me by putting my hand around his neck it got silly, although he admits i didnt hurt him he called the police as he knows that the police scare me and made a assault charge which later he dropped but i have got a warning over it, i feel so bad i am now going through a nervous breakdown and i want him to have me back im not sure he ever will and i cant cope i cant lose everything down to my anger i hate myself
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