totally...if someone accidentally walks into me, or they have an annoying voice, or for no reason at all i suddenly i hate everyone i see and catch myself muttering obscenities under my breath. but only sometimes.

Pretty much constantly. It's only a matter of time before I snap.

yes..but it was because so much in my life felt out of control...so when i was inconvenienced by someone at the grocery store, or someone else reminded me or triggered me about the misery in my life...i got so angry....one time this man was just ogling me, you know like way too lustfully, i just wanted to get a baseball bat and start whacking him....i think fire actually came out of my eyes towards him..lol...

okay...i dont' do that anymore...i've tried to medidtate on the things and people i need to forgive in life and start forgiving, even if they aren't sorry...i just have to forgive them in my heart...that has been like setting myself out of a prison of darkness....

but i can relate to how you're feeling...there is hope....

All the time......it take a lot to fight the anger!

I was always told its ok to feel that way but don't act on it, it can land you in jail. I have had that feeling many times, I just don't act on it i talk to people about it and i write it in a journal, and it loses its power over me. take care.

It takes a lot to anger, but when it happens, boy does it happen. We have had a lot of yobbos smashing up buildings and windows in the town where my partner lived. This went on for a while, and we fought back (properly) and got a wine-bar curtailed to shut up shop at a reasonable midnight hour (residential area) The yobs then came and started hammering our house down, and chanting outside the door. So I marched outside and asked these 15 yobbs if they were looking for a fight - was that what they wanted???? I was already to do battle - and - they all ran away..... Hey I still feel like one righteous momma!!!

Yes, you didn't state a reason you feel this way but for me it's because I tend to get very tense when I am in a crowded or noisy environment so the school dining hall (when I was at school) or something similar. My brain just sort overwhelmed, there's too much noise for me to focus too many people moving all around and very often my personal space (and I do think I am more sensative/need more than most people) is encroached upon. All of this makes me very tense, and irritable. My friend actually made a joke one day that one day I was going to attack a lacross player for being in my way -lacrosse players were our campus' "big, arrogant dumb jock" group.

I can say some pretty nasty things to the idiots I come across in public. This stupid lady ran a red light once and almost hit me, then gave me the finger. I followed her into a McDonald's drive through and when i was behind her, I got out of the car, went up to hers, and started banging on the window telling her that SHE ran the red light and that if she got out I was going to kick her sorry fat ass.

LOSE CONTROL YOU JUST END UP IN JAIL.

I wish it was ust that I felt like doing it. I yell at people all the time. I was walking acrossed the street in a cross walk on a green light for me to go and this guy comes acrossed me and almost hit my mom. I kicke his car and yelled in his ear (the window was down and that is how close he was) we're in the crosswalk ass hole. There all kinds of forinstances like that it happens all the time. I lost a job because I called a customer a bitch. Lost another one because I through change at one lady that thought she was going to be slik and call me a bitch in spanish but I knew what she was saying and she pissed me off.

People constantly piss me off on the road. I got cut off the other day and nearly slammed into the other car just because I wanted to. I screamed nearly every obscenity I could think of at that other car and beat the crap out of my steering wheel. Stuff like that kills the rest of my day.

Mike, I am assuming your worst nightmare is to end up in jail because that has been your answer (or rather, warning) to a lot of the threads in this community. LoL