I just got diagnosed with hep c a couple of months ago and ever since then I have been pretty angry. I am getting frustrated very easily and yelling at my kids when I normally would not. God I feel like a bitch. I have come to terms with the disease, I guess as much as one can, why am I still being a bitch? Everyone who knows me always says don't mess with her and they are right but not on the level they think it is. I am not sure if it anger or just frustration I find at 'stupidity' or aholes walking around thinking they are better than everyone else! I have no patience for people like that and I am working on it!! When I was a teen I used to smash everything in sight and it felt great! But I just can't take a bat and break shit anymore but I sure as hell feel like breaking something these days. I am sure I have heard most all techniques for anger management. I do have a counselor and even back in the day was court ordered about 3 times for anger management. LOL What kind of help was that when I didn't want to be there in the first place? And what about it when they say depression is just anger turned inwards?? I haven't figured that one out yet? Sorry for rambling.
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