I am so angry....I want to throw around everything that I own and how precious and destrous it...I want to break everything...and then I want to break every window in this damn fucking trailer and then I want to set fire to the whole goddamn mess. I want to destroy what is supposed to me my goddamn life. What a fucking joke. Other than the stuffed toy I've had since I was one and my animals I want to break, destroy everything in my fucking path. Break it, smash it....burn the fucker down. It's not a fucking home. I'ts a fucking place to live. There is no love here...none....no one loves me so lets make it so NO ONE WHO EVER LOVES ANYONE NEVER EVER FUCKING LIVES HERE AGAIN.....you can destroy your own shit right....no law againist it right......I've already cut myself up and now I can level this bastard to the ground........burn baby burn
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