I am new to his group and i serously need help.I have been dating this man for three years and when we started dating that was in 06,i conceived and since he was seeing my sister at that time he said the best option was to abort.I was not for it coz i have always wanted babies but i was still young 19yrs.My sister left the country and i moved to the state he lived and we have been dating since then.Last year i had an ectopic pregnancy and it juts detroyed me,i have never been the same after that.I blame him for all the misfortune as far as the ectopic pregnancy is concerned,but on the other hand i love him and wanna be with him for the rest of my life.He says i have an anger problem but sometimes i feel like he takes me for granted and that was pisses me off.We have been staying in the same state,same city for now three years and he has not even mentioned anything about marriage or moving in together.I feel like he will never get things to the next level and i just need closure on wether to miove on with my life(which will be hard)coz i have no family around in TX.He is pretty much the only family i hacve around.We had boiled down to not even spending weekends together and that really angers me.He has cheated on me at least twice but always trys to make it look my fault.I dont know what to do,i cry all the time,feel hopeless like nothing matters in this world.Lock myself in the house for the whole weekend and he will never call me up to do stuff together.I am at the point of considering suicide.I need help and someone to talk to.Please help!
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