I have had terrible anger problems since I was young, which I believe I picked up from my father. I got to a point where I could control it well... but now my wife seems like she TRIES to push my buttons. She is the only one who makes me lash out. When I get angry I break things, I hurt myself, I throw things, and sometimes I just black out entirely. She has her own issues, I understand and try to work through them with her, but she takes it out on me by being rude and spiteful toward me ALL the time now.. and it just sends me over the edge!!! Talking does NO good... threats of leaving do no good.. I don't know what else to do... I just feel like I'm standing on the ledge all alone.
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