my problem is that when I am frustrated I am easily provoked and my husband knows what buttons to push I beg and plead for him not to push me to the point to where I lash out. I cant stand for someone to invade my personal space and yell at me I am not a small woman by no means so of course I dont back down and sometimes it even feels good to be anger. I feel 10-foot tall and bullet proof and then I just loose it. I am constantly having to say I am sorry to my children for yelling at them. sometimes its not anything they did. help please
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