Meds do now work on me! So, logically, therapy is the next step. I am a peaceful person. I can't even squish a bug because of the guilt I'd feel. So to cause another human being physical pain baffles me. I honestly have no recollection of occurences that are told back to me when rage takes a hold. When I get angry enough....when I get pushed to a certain point, apparently, I start to shake, my eyes cloud over and get really dark, and then I just go off on that person! It's scary! They say that when I "come back"...I am disoriented and have no idea what happened. How do I get control over this evil, violent side to me? I have to do something before I end up hurting someone!
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