*** i seem to create this stress inside and then when i open my mouth i hurt people, especially my boyfriend. i dont think he provokes it, (although i do have pet peeves with him)... i need to take care of this. i am overwhelmed by small things easily. i seem to get frustrated and angry quickly. i have had only noticed this as an issue in the past 4.5 months i have shared a home with my boyfriend and our kids. i feel like i cant give any more, so why on earth do people want things from me?! i want to push them away so i can be alone, so i do it with my words. so maybe they wont come back. i am not happy. my boyfriend has just about had it. i dont want to lose this man, either. i want to be stable, so i need all the help i can get!!! please!!!
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